最后一天

今天，一起床on facebook，就看到大家说：HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE / GOODBYE 2009, WELCOME 2010!!!

其实我也被大家快乐的气氛感染了，不过仅仅只是那一秒钟...

2009对我来说，不是一个吉利的数字... 在这一年，真的发生了很多很多事情... 多到我也无法一一诉说...

不过，人生就是这样，有好有坏。在2009这段时间，我曾经被这些事情打败过，但是，我也从中化悲愤为力量，自己学会爬起来...

所以，从此之后，我就明白了一个道理，人，真的是要靠自己的力量站起来，没有人能扶你一把。

请原谅我的“自私”-我真的不会把我的问题诉说给你们听，我是一个很差的诉说者...

请原谅我的“刺猬病”-当我心情苦闷却又无法将问题说出口，请不要一直追问我，因为，我的“刺猬”会伤害了你们...我想，“刺猬”是我的自我保护膜...

请原谅我的“白目”-我知道在我犯刺猬病的时候，我会说一些或做一些很白目的事情，如有任何得罪你们的地方，请原谅我，我真的不是有意的...

在此，本人以最真诚的歉意，来向所有被我的刺猬伤害到的朋友道歉...希望你们不要介怀... =)

31/12/2009，大多数人都会出去倒数，迎接新一年的到来...

以前，我也会很固执的想一定要出去，如果这一天在家是很没面子的...可是，我现在已经改变了我的想法，而且今年，我会在工作中度过，也许也是一个很特别的经验。

倒数或不倒数，不重要...

庆祝或不庆祝，不重要...

开心或不开心，不重要...

伤心或不伤心，不重要...

坚持或不坚持，不重要...

忘记或不忘记，不重要...

因为，日子还是每天要过...

 

倒数-意味着什么？只是说：10，9，8，7，6，5，4，3，2，1 ------> HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!　有多少人，又真的是“HAPPY”呢？

庆祝-只是大家要出去玩乐聚在一起的借口．．．

开心-嘴角的变化而已，开心的话就会往上扬．．．

伤心-也是嘴角的变化而已，伤心的话就会往下．．．

坚持-不是拥有梦想，就可以坚持，还要许多的元素来履行“坚持”

忘记-选择忘记，心就真的会忘记吗？

所以，这些都不重要，因为，日子还是照样的过．．．

Rescue Me

Rescue me please...
I'm LOST... Totally lost... I don't know what should I do... I also have no ideas why you want to treat me in this way???
Someone please come and rescue me... I hate the current situation, I want to CHANGE!!! 
AARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Who can rescue me? I want to out of this shit... =(
Perhaps... I only can get rid of all these shit things by drinking???

It's Over

WOOHOO~~~

Finally... ACCA is OVER!!! I can have my normal life back... Shopping, drinking, have fun... WOOHOO~~~

And the most important thing is I can sleep without worries...
I really have been suffering insomnia in these few weeks, and now I can sleep well to recover my energy, I need to recharge after ACCA exam...

But the sad thing is... I've wasted RM1200!!! My RM1200 has GONE~~~ Feel so SAD, RM1200 for a sweet dream, it's quite expensive huh? LOL...

Anyway, I'm glad that finally it's over... Although I've wasted RM1200 for it, but I must try to cheer myself up in these 4 days before the new semester starts!!!

Come on people, it's time for PARTTTAAAYYYY!!! WOOHOO~~~

Avoidance of Reality

ACCA has started yesterday, I'm taking 3 papers in this sitting. However, I decided not to go for today's paper ------- P2, Corporate Reporting. This paper is EXTREMELY CHALLENGING, and it's the TOUGHEST paper among the 3 papers... To be honest, I didn't prepare anything for this paper... I decided not to go just because of my avoidance of reality... I can't face the truth if I'm going today. And I can predict what I would do if I was there :

1. Staring at the Questions
2. Day dreaming for almost 30 minutes
3. Start to write some bull shits things which I couldn't understand and so do the examiners
4. Day dreaming for another 1 hour
5. Exam ends at 6.15pm and go back home

I rather choose to stay home studying, blogging instead of sitting in the exam hall and waste the 3 hours and 30 minutes...
Actually I don't have a choice but to do so, because I really didn't prepare for P2 AT ALL!!!

If I was at the exam hall, I will be like the little girl in the picture above...

Feel so HELPLESS, LONELY standing at the railway... Not sure about whether I have to walk forward or step backward...
Actually this is what I am experiencing now... Since I started my ACCA course... FEEL SO REGRETTTTTT to choose ACCA... *sigh*


Anyway, this is the reason why I choose to avoid the reality to go for P2 exam, because the outcome is still the same whether or not I was there -----> FAIL

Anyway, I would like to wish those who are going for P2 paper : ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF YOU!!!

Go and KICK IT's ASSSSS~~~~~ Revenge for us!!! GAMBATEH~~~~~

New Hair Cut, New Life, A Brand New Start

Just get my hair cut done this morning at Times Square, Hair Index Salon.

I'm satisfied with this hair cut, LOL... XD

Hope I can get a brand new life with this hair cut, no more insomnia and stress... =)

Lastly, ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF US WHO ARE TAKING ACCA NEXT WEEK!!!

Hobahn Korean Restaurant

Just came back from Hobahn Korean Restaurant which located at Desa Parkcity. I had dinner with my sis. She kept on asking me to bring her there because she likes Korean food. Since I'm free today and my mom didn't cook, so I decided to go there and try.

I've ordered 3 dishes, and 1 pot of Korea Green Tea.

Hobahn's food is not as delicious as Dao Rae which located at Metro Prima, Kepong. I would recommend my friends to try Dao Rae instead of Hobahn, although Hobahn has a very strategic location that can attract customers.

Tteokbokki (Spicy Rice Cake)

Mul Nengmyeon (Korean Style Cold Mee)

Dweji Bulgogi Dolsot Bibimbap (Pork Rice Set)

After we finished eating we also took photos of the commercial board which promotes Korean singers and bands.

Singers and Bands from Korea

Cute Wonder Girls with "Nobody" dancing posture and Cool Super Junior

Handsome Korean F4

The dinner costs me RM58.30... I feel that it's not worthwhile because I am not satisfied with the food quality. Quality should be aligned with the Price in order to attract customers.

Receipt

*p/s: I'm calculative because I'm studying ACCA! XD*

Stress = Alcohol

Yesterday morning 11 o'clok received a call from Kelvin, asked me to work from 7-11pm as yesterday was Selangor public holiday. I agreed since he already gave me whole week holiday to prepare for my exam. I only helped him once, it's fair enough. =)

And what he predicted was correct, the crowd started 7sth in the evening unil 10pm.

After I finished woking, Gabriel asked me wanna yum cha anot. I said let's go drinking without hesitate. And he answered me OK without hesitate too, LOL... I told him I am really stressing for ACCA, so yesterday I decided to let myself chill for a night, at least after drinking I can have a better sleep...

Then we invited Crystal and JJ to join us. After so many things that happened in cafe, we had comradeship with each other. Thus, whenever one of us feel upset about something, we will go out for a drink together, at least we can share our difficulties with each other, then can feel lesser pain after told them the problems...

We went to Babylon Cafe which is located at Metro Prima, Kepong.

Then we ordered 2 buckets of Tiger beer.

Unfortunately, we reached there about 1am and the cafe will be closed at 2.30am. We haven't finished our beer, and we haven't talked enough to release our stress. Then we decided to go Mamak to continue chit chating.

We've talked for about 2hrs and a half at Mamak, left at 5am, LOL...
Really appreciate that they kept me company all the night to listen to my grumble =p
So many things that had happened recently... Hope every thing is gonna be fine after ACCA exam...
Again, good luck to all of us who are taking ACCA next week, let's go and KICK ACCA's ASS!!! XD

Sleepless Night

It's 3.16 am right now... Again, tonight is another sleepless night for me...
I'm not suffering insomnia because of relationship problem (at least I don't have this problem at the moment)

I cant sleep, just because of --------> ACCA!!!

AARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!! Again!!! It's HAUNTING me since i started revision for it!!!

Do you have any ideas that how suffering is the person if he/she cant sleep???
I don't wish to have insomnia again... Please... Leave me alone!!!

I WANT TO SLEEEEPPPPPPPPPP~~~~~~~

Worse come to worst, I will need to have Bombay again, in order to sleep...

God bless all of us who are taking ACCA exam, please... Let us sleep without worries...

有意思的...

记住该记住的，
忘记该忘记的，

改变能改变的，

接受不能改变的。。。

上帝为我们创造双脚，

是要让我们靠自己的双脚走路。。

许多时候，

我们不是跌倒在自己的缺陷上，

而是跌倒在优势上，

因为缺陷常能给我们以提醒，

而优势却常常使我们忘乎所以。。

如果是鱼，

就不要迷恋天空；

如果是鸟，

就不要迷恋海洋。。

不是因为难以做到才失去信心，

而是因为失去了信心才难以做到。。。

聪明的人总是在努力适应这个世界，

愚笨的人总是在怨恨这个世界。。。

人生没有彩排，

每天都是现场直播。。

珍惜在舞台上的每一分每一秒，

你的人生是发光发热，还是遗臭万年，

就在于你在现场直播时的临场反应了...

I saw this article from my sis's friend's blog, I found it's meaningful, so I'm sharing with all of you here... =)

*p/s: I added the last paragraph myself, LOL...*

The War Begins...

Finally, it's getting nearer and nearer... It can't be avoided, it only can be "accepted"...
The war begins...
It wil be started on next Monday ------ ACCA!!!

These 4 words used to be my dream, my aim, and my goal... But now, it's my NIGHTMARE !!! 

I've been suffering insomnia and stress just because of ACCA exams... AARRRGGGGHHHHH...

I'm wondering whether or not I can pass 2 out of 3 papers but I do will try my very very best to FIGHT ACCA!!!

To all my Ji Muis and those who are taking ACCA exam on next week, ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF US!!!

Pik Hun's 21st Birthday Party

Yesterday was Pik Hun's 21st birthday party celebration. Yesterday wasn't her birthday, but she decided to celebrate in advance as we all are having ACCA exam, it's around the corner now, and yet I'm not fully prepared for it... T_____T

However yesterday was having a very good time with Ji Muis and friends...

Her family is really really a very nice and friendly family... I always feel happy to go to her house, hope her parents don't feel that we are annoying =p

Actually I almost overslept yesteday, luckily Geno called me, if I was late Pik Hun would have scolded me XD

And luckily I didn't late, Geno came to my house at 7pm, then we walked to Pik Hun's house. Only Ji Muis were there when we got there, and we started eating and taking photos with the pretty birthday girl...

After we finished eating, we decided to go out yum cha 1st as there were many people coming to her house, and birthday girl was really busy, we didn't talk much to her... LOL... We went to Kay's Garden, where I'm working as part timer. After we chit chat for about an hour, Cui Wah received a call from Pik Hun and said that her boyfriend gave her a Coach bag as her birthday present!!!

WOW~~~ That was our 1st word after we heard from Cui Wah about the present, then we rushed back to her house to see the present, LOL... Then after that it's CAKE TIME~~~ Her boyfriend was really excited, they kissed twice and her boyfriend was really drunk when we sang birthday song to Pik Hun, he looked funny yesterday, LOL =p

Then Ji Muis wanted to go back home before 12am, haih I felt quite sad cause we didn't see each other for quite a long time d, miss them so much =p But nevermind, we are going to meet each other soon at ACCA exam hall =.="

While we were waiting for Pik Hun to play mahjong, we were playing Poker. Her uncle saw us playing and he said he wanted to join... He is a really friendly, nice and funny uncle, I felt happy to play Black Jack with him, although I lost money to him =p

After we finished playing cards, Pik Hun still cant play mahjong with us, cause her boyfriend really drunk d, she needed to take care of her boyfriend. Then Siew Yen's boyfriend came to pick her up. That time, my darling, Cui Wah also drunk d... I drove my dad's car to fetch her back to Cheras, John was accompanying me.

We went to Steven's Corner to have supper 1st... After she eaten Maggi Goreng Sotong, I felt that she was getting better, then I fetched her back to her house. That time was about 4.45 in the morning, wow... Hehez...

I reached home safely at 5.10 in the morning, and yet my parents didn't notice that I "stole" the car 3something in the morning and came back at 5.10 in the morning, felt so happy, LOL...

In conclusion, yesterday I was having a very very nice time at the birthday party, and I hope the birthday girl has also enjoyed her birthday celebration yesterday (although most people thought yesterday was an engaged party XD)

心死莫过于心痛

我不是圣人，我只是一个普通人...

我也会有喜怒哀乐，也会有情绪低落的时候，可是，我没必要表现出来让你们看到...

我知道，我是长女，我的责任重大，完成学业，找一份稳定的工作，然后就要学会扛起家计。

我知道爸爸年纪大了，家庭的重担迟早要交给我，我也很努力的在尽我该尽的责任。

可是，我不是万能的。

别把你们的梦想建筑在我身上，我有我想过的生活。

爸，你不知道，你告诉我的那番话，令我有多伤心难过...

虽然那番话不是什么骂人的话，可是，它伤我却比你骂我伤得还深...

我不明白你为什么会那样想...

我的心，真的好痛好痛...

人家说：心痛莫过于心死...

可是，我宁愿心死！

心，死了，就没感觉...

可是，心痛，却会一直折磨我...

你不知道，我的心像是被人用一把锋利的刀，一片一片的切割下来...

这种感觉，比死难受！

起码，死前，是短暂的痛楚，总比慢慢的折磨我来得好受！

我原本以为，你是家中最了解我的...

原来，我错了...

我始终还是需要一个人，独自面对所有的事情...

我很害怕，我怕，有一天，我会倒下...

当我倒下时，我应该已经没有任何力气再站起来了...

我不敢想象，那时的我，会是怎样的...

而我的心，现在正慢慢的被人切割下来，流着血...

当血慢慢滴完，就是我倒下的时候了...

我们都要幸福

我们都要幸福！

幸福，是每一个人所追求的东西... 可是，幸福的定义却因人而异...

最近与两位好友重聚，往日的一幕幕就好像电影一样，在我脑海中反复播放...

和她们经历过的所有事情，还深深烙印在我的脑海里... 我相信这些事情我大概会永生难忘...

我们从14岁相识到现在21岁，不知不觉已经7年了... 从当初的不认识，到后来互看不顺眼，再到后来，成为了无话不谈的好朋友... 我们之间不需要太多的言语，一个眼神或一个动作就知道大家心里在想什么，所以我们都很珍惜这份难能可贵的友情...

现在，我们都各有各的生活了... 她，结婚了，有孩子了，在家相夫教子... 另一个她，常年在澳洲读书，最近回国了... 而我，也是每天重复着同样的生活。读书，工作，玩乐，喝酒...

和她们吃晚餐时，我们也聊了很多彼此的生活... 我们还聊了从前在中学时所说的梦想，呵呵... 现在回想还真好笑，梦想就是梦想，很难成为“现实”... 我们都有很多的感触和感慨...

如果，当初我们把残酷的事实告诉了她，今天的结局会不会不一样呢？我们当初选择了沉默，结果造就了永远无法回头的结局... 原来，一个决定和一句话，真的会影响一个人的一辈子！！！

现在，说再多也没有用，已经无法改变了... 只希望她事真的幸福，我们会一直在这里以最真诚的心来祝福她的~~~

请记住我们的承诺：我们都要幸福！！！

希望下次再见，你能毫不犹豫地告诉我们，你现在真的很幸福...

致我的朋友和JI MUIS：我们一定要幸福！

~永远幸福~

Drink Drank Drunk

I've been drinking wine and Bombay Sapphire with my colleagues these 2 days at our work place... It was a damn nice experince...

Don't be misunderstanding that we are alcoholic, is just that two of my colleagues were broke up with their boyfriend and girlfriend, and they got hurt very very much... They can't stand the pain without alcohol...

As their friends, we have to keep them company to help them overcome the pain... Hope that they can heal soon and be happier... Because when I see them working, they are pretending to be happy, this is the worst part...

The most important thing in life isn't about money, is HAPPINESS... If you have to wealth without happiness, I can guarantee that you won't feel happy in your whole life time...

In conclusion, HAPPINESS is still the most important thing in our life... You can forget how to save money, how to drink and eat, BUT... you must not forget how to be HAPPY~~~

Hope JJ and Crystal can recover soon... No matter what happens, we all will stand by your side to support you... We've got your back!!! Add oil my dear friends~~~ =)

Hedgehog

I'm very tired of repeating and explaning my decision...

I need TIME... I hope that you guys can leave me alone at the moment, I really don't feel like talking all these shits right now... Not in the mood, please and APOLOGIZE if i have offended any of you. I don't mean to offend any of you but sometimes when I'm not in the mood, I'l become a Hedgehog. I might hurt all the peopple around me with the sharp spikes covering my back...

I hope you guys know how much I love you guys, how much I care about you guys BUT no offence, just leave me alone when I'm not in the mood... Because I'm scared that I might ruin your good mood when you talk to me... I might say some shits that I've never thought that I would say to you all, I'm scared I will offend you all... I do APPRECIATE all your concern to me, I feel glad because at least, I know that I still have you all at my back...

But, again, please just leave me alone at the moment... I will find my way out of this shit mood, no worries, I just need TIME...

And THANKS for all of your concern, I do appreciate it...

自由就是“流浪”

我有一个梦想，其实只是一个平凡的梦...
我的梦是：希望我以后能自给自足，不用靠家庭，然后搬出去，拥有一个个人的小小空间。
房子不需要很大，我只是...想要自由...

我常常在想，自由，是不是每个人的梦呢？
至少，这真的是我的梦...

从我懂事以来，妈妈就给我很大很大的约束！
无论大小事情，她都要管。

我以前就在想，也许是因为我还小，妈妈想要保护我而已...
呵呵，现在想起来还真讽刺！
人家是把真心当狗肺，而我，竟然是把狗肺当真心！！！
我还真的以为她是为我好，而随着时间和许许多多的事情发生后，我就发现，原来，她只是“要”约束我！！！

也许我说到这里，大多数人会觉得我很不应该这样想母亲，可是，这是事实，我并没有扭曲事实！！！
熟悉我的人就会了解，为什么我会这么说了，所以，我也不怕被人误解或骂了...

我也明白一个道理，无论我们的关系再怎么恶劣，母亲就只有一个。所以，我也不会不负责任的说不再理会她，我还是会尽女儿的本分，我一定会养爸妈的...
只是，孝顺她的方法就是我搬出去，省得我在家里大家互看大家不顺眼，然后发生口角，再然后，后果就不堪设想！！！

呵呵，很讽刺吧？这竟然是我孝顺她的方法，只是，我已经无计可施了...
我想不到有什么更好的方法来和她相处。我不是没有努力过，我也有尽我的全力来改善我们之间的关系，可是，还是行不通...

我留在家里的时间越久，争吵的次数就越多...
为什么要这样呢？为什么我们不能和平相处呢？？？
所以，从我13岁到现在21岁，我就知道，不在家，没和她见面，就不会吵架...
这也是为什么我那么爱一天到晚外出的原因...

放假的日子真难熬... 别人放假很开心，而我却只能担心... 担心不知道下一秒会不会又和她吵起来，现在我基本上没什么事情就不会和她说话，不然不知道什么时候踩到地雷，然后我又要壮烈牺牲了...

我只希望，把书念好，毕业后，找一份稳定的工作，来实现我的梦想...
这样的要求，会不会很过分？
而安稳的日子，离我还有多久？
真正了解我的人，又有几个呢？

Quattro

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Just came back from Quattro, tonight has been a GOOD night to me, at least... I've forgotten my BAD LUCK... =)

I went to Quattro with my colleagues who is working at Kay's Cafe...

We were celebrating JJ's birthday.

It was a very nice place to go for clubbing, there's no "LA LA", only youngsters who wants to have fun...

Wish to go there again with my Ji Muis next time, I'm sure that they'l have fun too =)

It's 5.30 in the morning now and yet i haven't slept...

It's time to sleep now, good night my friends...

Or I should say "good morning" my friends, LOL... =p

雨的演奏

已经很多天都没有下雨了，今天终于下起了大雨...

经历了这几天所发生的事，放松心情，静静聆听雨的演奏，原来，也是一种快乐的享受...

说实在的，我一时之间不能接受这几天所发生在我身上倒霉的事...

真的是所谓的：一波未平，一波又起。

我不是那种怨天怨地的人，只是，我短时间不能消化这么多事情...

我同意“人无千日好，花无百日红”这句话，只是，我真的是需要时间来消化这所有的一切...

人们都说，这几天会下雨时因为“九皇爷”的神诞。

我再此诚信的希望这场大雨是下来把所有不好的事情都洗去的...

把霉运冲走，迎接幸运的到来...

想着想着，就觉得这场雨的演奏是这么的动听的... ^^

Challenge

I've been through so many things recently...

At first, I went to cinema with Ji Muis to watch "Sorority Row", suddenly there was a technical problem, the image was gone. After waited for few minutes, it came to normal again. On the same day, when we were preparing to go to Euro Dely to have our dinner, my car's tyre was broke.

I told myself, all the bad luck will be ended on 16th October, tomorrow will be a brand new day... Who knows what will happen on the next day? Only God knows...

After i've got my peaceful life for 3 days, troubles came to me finally. I really think that humans cannot challenge our own destiny with the God. I was planning to go Ampang "Gao Wong Yeah" temple to pray. When i was driving and reached at a T-junction, you are supposed to stop the car for a while and turn left and right to make sure when there's no car or safe only you can continue driving right? However when I was stopped at the T-junction, the car behind me crashed my back... I was shocked...

My Ji Muis got down the car and saw what happened to my back. When I heard he said : OMG, I knew that something bad is happening to me AGAIN... After I got down from the car I was like WTF!!! My car was injured seriuosly...

Then I went to the Kancil and talked to the aunty driver. The driver was talking politely to me, however the other aunty who was sitting next to her asked me : Why are you stopping the car? If you don't stop I also wouldn't have crashed your car!

I was like : WTF!!! Everybody knows that when we reach T-junction we must stop the car for a while to make sure that it's safe for us to continue driving. After we told her this, she stopped talking. Then she claimed that she didn't have money to compensate me. And after that the other aunty kept on bla bla bla... I was so mad and yet I didn't talk to her rudely, I just hope that we can settle this problem peacefully. Finally the driver surrendered and paid me 100bucks...

Act I'm not upset because of my car was crashed, I'm upset that why am I so BAD LUCK recently? It's like all the troubles and problems are on their way coming to me. It just can't stop coming to me... I HATE the current situation!!! I don't like this feelings!!! Please, I just wish to live peacefully... I don't like "SURPRISES"... I HATE "SURPRISES"!!! I want my ordinary life... I just can't take it anymore... I can't imagine what will happen to me if something bad is gonna happen to me again... Please... I'm so scared...

I just think that, humans are not powerful to challenge with the God for their destiny. Just like me, I can't do anything for the bad things that have happened... But I do thank God if the troubles and problems stop coming to me, I'l be GLAD. Please, please stop all the troubles and problems... I'm begging You, God... Please... Hope You can hear me... I'm really really upset... Please... =(

Updates... ^^

Long time didn't update, just drop by to write some stuffs which happening lately... =p

Yeah... Finally started our 1st paper today... Well, today's paper is kinda average to me, I'm struggling on the bottom line... I'm not greedy at all, hope I can get 50% marks to pass all my papers... Wish all of my ji muisss pass all papers also ya =D

Later will be going out to celebrate Lin Lin's birthday... But it's raining heavily now, hope the rain stops before we go out lo, dun wish to be "落汤鸡" later...

And today I'm not planning to revise at all, coz I'm exhausted for P1... I just hope that today will be having fun with ji muisss at Lin's birthday celebration and release all the stress~~~~~

We are still having 2 papers to go after today's paper, pray hard to PASS, but I think most probably I will drop P2(touch wood touch wood...) LOL...

My Pumpkin Carriage

Everyone knows that Cinderella had a pumpkin carriage long long long long time ago. In fact, in the year of 2009, the most high tech environment, the 21st century that we are living now, I have a "pumpkin carriage" also... But this is not the same as Cinderella, LOL...

Why did I say so? It's simply because, I need to reach home at 10.30pm or sometimes even earlier, 9sth to 10pm to return my "pumpkin carriage" to my parents if I'm driving it out in the evening... See, I am worse than Cinderella, as she only needed to go back home before 12midnight... T______T

My family actually has two cars, one is Myvi the other one is Wish. However, my mom doesn't allow me to drive HER car. If I'm going to TRY to drive it, my mom definitely will kill me (it's true, i'm nbot bluffing) And I think I never drove Wish for more than 5 times in the past 3 years (again, i'm not bluffing) I wonder why, I used to ask her why I cant drive the car because I was seriously needed to go out that time, she didn't answer my question, she just said that you will never get the chance to drive it. I was so stupid, last time everytime I asked her and we ended up fighting. After I've asked her 2 or 3 times, I gave up. I knew that she wont allowed me to drive it, and I'm not going to drive it anymore since the last time she told me so.

Actually it's a good motivation for me to study harder and earn more money as I want to have my own car, I feel so sick for having a "pumpkin carriage" at home... And I feel so sorry for my dad, he's the one who bought the car and earning money to pay for the car's monthly installment, he also doesn't have more chances to drive the car. Funny huh?

The other thing which bothering me is, if I'm going out with friends in the nights and reach home very very late without driving, my mom wont give me a call to ask me when am I going back. BUT, if I"M DRIVING, she wont stop calling me and asking me to go back home before my dad wants to go out as she doesn't want my dad to drive HER car... Weird huh? No calls for hang out without driving, 100 calls if driving. What a GOOD CONCERN from a mother to a daughter huh? I feel so funny, LOL...

If you want to succeed don't depends on family, better work it out yourself. I do agree that family is the best place for children when they facing difficulties in life, however my family is kinda complicated case... Hmm... The only thing I wanna do now is that I can graduate on time and find a good job to raise myself... Hope it's not a dream to me but it's a reality that I can realise in the future... =)

Greetings

I received a call from my uncle this afternoon...

At first we were talking bout family stuffs, then he asked me whether i am still working as trainnee now and i said no, but im currently working as waitress as my part time job.

He said: "U must take care of yourself, dun work so hard until ignore your health and studies. Money is not everything but U are the one I care the most as U r my family, I will feel upset if I get to know that U are unhappy because of working or studying, dun give yourself so much pressure... OK?"

When I heard this my heart felt very warm, and I started to feel like crying. However I forced myself not to cry infront of uncle, and I answered him that I will take care of myself, dun worry bout me... Asked him to take good care of my grandmom also... After that our conversation is ended.

I wanna say THANK YOU SO MUCH UNCLE!!! I will remember what U told me and I will be tough. I won't let myself to be despondent. I know that I have responsibilities to this family, I will try my best to do it!!! Ur greeting makes me feel so warm, all the pressure that I'm having suddenly disappeared~~~ THANK YOU~~~

不要吝啬于问候，你永远不会知道一句简简单单的问候，是足以温暖一颗弱小的心灵...

Wednesday Morning

It's Wednesday morning, and it's raining heavily... This weather makes me sleepy...

Wish to sleep until afternoon...

But i know today i can't sleep so much... As i need to study for CR make good test!!!

I'm forcing myself to concentrate on CR today! I can't guarantee that i can study 100% of the syllabus but i will try my best to study as much as i can!!!

Add oil my ji muisss~~~

雨天

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了...

虽然我没有流泪，可是在这个星期日早晨的下雨天让我想起了这首歌。我觉得“天下起雨了 人是不快乐 我的心真的受伤了”是我目前的心情写照... 我的心，是真的彻彻底底地受伤了~~~ 已经到了几乎体无完肤的地步，我不知道我到底还能支撑多久，我的心还能再承受莫名的压力和失望吗？

压力源自多方面，不是只是学业，人到了某个年龄总会有许多大大小小的烦恼，这些烦恼往往让我喘不过气... 失望的是最近总感觉无论我多努力的去完成我的某些人生中的使命，结果都不是我所希望的那样，这种感觉让我觉得好无力...

忽然间，觉得这个雨天来得正是时候。雨天滴滴答答的声音让我的心暂时将这些压力和失望忘却...滴滴答答地反而好像让我的心得到了一丝平静，感觉好舒服...最起码我的烦恼已被这些雨声取代了...

享受着雨天带给我的安宁，曾几何时我们都是一群无忧无虑快快乐乐地生活的年轻人，为何现在我们却需要藉由其他途径来寻开心呢？我们再也找不回当年快乐的少年少女了，取而代之的是一群为生活、为人生开始思索，计划的一群社会新鲜人...真的好怀念那段无忧无虑的青春岁月...

想着想着，雨突然停了...阳光突然从窗外照射到我的书桌上，这意味着什么呢？是否是个好预兆？

HOW???

I feel that my life is so fucked up recently...

How? How? How?

How am I going to continue my studies? How am I going to pass my make good test???!!!! And the most important is, WHAT IF I COULDN'T MAKE IT? WHAT'S THE ALTERNATIVE OPTIONS FOR ME IN THE FUTURE?

Although we've been thinking of 5 options if touch wood, we really couldn't make it. But, I still feel like... Unsecured... I really dunno how to describe my feelings recently, it's very COMPLICATED... I started to feel worry because I feel like I can't understand myself recently, my mind is not being operated by myself, it's like controlled by others... And the "others" who is controlling my mind now is not an object, it's intangible, the 3 papers T_____T

I HATE this feeling!!! I really can't feel any happiness now... And i think all of us also like tat, although we are smiling but we are not really happy...

I wake up early in the morning everyday to go for jogging in order to release the pressure... But it doesn't seem succeed. I used to feel happy after sweating, but now, I only can feel that my body is very tired, my mind is still thinking of the papers... HOW??? HOW??? HOW??? HOW can I get rid of these 3 papers??? Can I stop thinking of them for a moment? I will feel REALLY REALLY HAPPY if they just leave me alone for few seconds T_____T

My life is so fucked up because of these 3 papers... I cant feel happy for what I felt happy previously... The happiest thing to me is exercise but it seems like useless to me anymore... When can I get back my happiness? I need it back...

Insomnia

I couldn't sleep well at nights since this sem started...

This sem is the toughest sem in my college life, because this year is the final year.

I should be happy because finally I struggle until final year, however things are not going smoothly as what I expected... Therefore I feel like giving up...

I can't stand the pressure anymore!!! I'm suffering insomnia now... It's like dragging me to hell because I feel really really tired but I couldn't sleep at ALL!!! I'm having 8am class today and I only slept around 2sth in the morning. Then I woke up at 6.30am to prepare myself to college. And yet, I only can understand 40% of the syllabus that Ms Chin taught us today T______T

I was yawning in front of Ms Chin as I felt very sleepy, not only because I dun understand what was she talking, I only slept for 4 hours, I couldn't concentrate at all... No matter how hard i forced myself to understand, it's useless... I feel really bad...

Besides, our P3 paper's result is released. Although I passed this paper, but I dun really feel happy for this... It's a very complicated feeling, I dunno how to express my feelings but no offence, I really cant feel the happiness of this... I couldn't describe my feelings... I really dunno WHY...

After we knew the result "JI MUI GANG" went to McD for breakfast... What we did there actually was just bluffing and talking... All of us din talk much today, we used to talk a lot of stuffs when we stick together, people can even hear what we are saying as we talk loud and laugh loud, but today, all of us rather keep silent than saying anything except results and our future plans... We tried to cheer up ourselves but we didn't make it... Everyone is moody today...

Actually I really wish to stay with ji mui gang until the end of our course, they are my ji mui, I can't leave them... They are like part of my life.L.. I couldn't imagine how my life will be without them... They've been accompanied me to go through many things for the past 3 years, especially CW and PH, it's not easy that we can continue study for ACCA, it's a very tough journey but we made it!!! I really appreciate the time that we've spent together to sing k and study although we dun really study together oftenly XD

Let's put our last effort on the make good test!!! No matter what the result is, at least we have no regrets after we tried our best... Add oil JI MUIs!!!

Let's fight until the end!!!

I hope I can sleep well tonight with a glass of "Bombay"...

Life

最近，我经常在想，我的青春，真的只能这样吗？真的那么平平无奇的为了生活而活吗？而不是为了我自己而活吗？

刚看完了一本书，对我的启示很大，书名是“摇滚青春”。看了之后，我突然好想像故事里的主人翁一样，至少要在年轻时做一件奋不顾身的事，至少要为自己的青春留下一段很美好的回忆！！！

还有一年就会毕业了，不知不觉我离我的学生时代只剩下一年。回首之前的三年，我什么都没做，只是很安分守己的做好一个学生的本分。可是现在，我已经开始迷惘了。我选择继续进修，到底是对还是错？眼看着我其他朋友都朝着他们自己的目标前进，而我的目标是什么？只是为了拿那张ACCA文凭然后找一份安定的工作过一生吗？

我不甘心，我真的不甘心我只是为了生活而活，而不是为了我自己而活！我希望，我的青春和别人的不一样！曾经告诉一位朋友，我想奋不顾身的去实现我的梦想，他却告诉我，奋不顾身的感觉好像是会让人粉身碎骨。后来我也有认真想过这个问题，最后我做了一个结论。那就是，我要先把我的ACCA课程念完，起码这张文凭是我的“backup”。过后，我就会朝我的梦想前进。如果成功了，就会很开心。但如果不成功，最起码我已经尽力了，今生无悔！我之前已经后悔了一次，有遗憾的感觉非常不好受，那种痛，不是只字片语所能形容...痛到我不会流出眼泪，可是心里的泪却一刻也没停过，当夜深人静时埋藏在心里那份遗憾就会出现在我脑海，每每让我辗转难眠，心痛不已...

人的一生是有限的，谁也不知道下一秒会发生什么事。虽然人们常说人的一生其实一早在我们出生之前就注定了，可是，如果每个人都相信“命中注定”，那么为什么社会上有那么多成功人士是靠自己的努力换来的呢？而他们背后的辛酸，也不是我们能理解的。虽然，我也相信“命中注定”，可是我也相信，世界上没有免费的午餐，要成功就必须有所牺牲和代价，而这些牺牲和代价，远远超出我们的想像。所以，我已经有心里准备来面对这一切的未知数...

我不希望我的青春留下遗憾，我希望我的青春是不一样的！我要出去闯闯。成功固然是好的结果，但如果不成功，也是吸取经验的方法。一直以来都被父母保护，永远不知道外面的世界有多险恶。如果我真的闯的不成功而弄得遍体麟生，我也就真正的体会到了这就是所谓的“人生”。人生就是要有起有落，才会珍惜“生命”。从前我不知道为什么有些人会宁愿放弃高薪职位而要出去做一些不切实际的工作。现在我总算明白了，因为他们不想他们的人生就这样的过。与其将来后悔，何不趁年轻时做些疯狂的事？所谓：人少轻狂。

人因梦想而伟大，没有梦想的人生就像一口枯井，了无生趣。

就让我们朝着梦想前进吧！不要有遗憾...

Life can be good,

Life can be bad,

Life is mostly cheerful,

But sometimes sad.

Life can be dreams,

Life can be great thoughts,

Life can mean a person,

Sitting in court.

Life can be dirty,

Life can even be painful,

But life is what you make it,

So try to make it beautiful.

Get to Know Yourself Better

Just did a personality test, I found that it's very accuarate, you should try it out. =)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


Here are my results:

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Monday

4th of May, today is a very happy day for me. Our department's partner treated all of us a lunch at "delicious", which is quite nice and expensive. Hehez... In addition, today is my dear sister's birthday.

Our lunch held at 12.15pm, me and Samantha didn't know where is the restaurant. We were late for lunch as we had to settle some stuffs before we go out. We met two seniors outside the elevator, so we decided to just follow them to the restaurant. However, they also not very sure about the location of "delicious", so we walked much further than the restaurant. At last, we found "delicious" also.

As we were having a large group to have lunch at "delicious", Michelle has passed us the menu and order form early in the morning and made orders at 11am, so that we don't need to wait for so long.

We've waited for around 15mins, finally our partner and director came. Yen chose to sit with us, she is very nice. She kept on talking to us, asking us how is the working environment, and she's very concern about us, unlike some of them =.=

We were chatting with each other while eating, and Yen is being really nice. We had a very good time to chat with Yen. Our lunch ended around 1.30pm, and this is also the first time that we had a lunch more than 1 hour, hehez...

Today I felt like time passed very fast. Actually now the deadline is over, and we are only busy with filing and posting stuffs. We are actually quite free, hehez... When it reached 5.30pm, I started to pack my laptop and clean my place as tonight I need to celebrate my sister's birthday. I felt really happy today, we didn't go back home at 5.30pm for month!!! Not even ONCE in April, today I felt really excited and happy, LOL...

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After my sister came back home and took a bath, my dad fetched us to a restaurant to have dinner together. We never had dinner at restaurant for months as my dad and I were busy working, today is a good chance for us to have our "family dinner" and communicate with each other properly. We had a very good time together, and I seldom see my dad being so happy recently, so glad to see him had a smiling face while eating dinner just now. Hehez.

After we finished dinner, I drove my sister to Secret Recipe to buy her a slice of chocolate banana cake as her birthday cake. My parents don't like to eat cakes, so I just need to buy her a slice, luckily... It saves my money also, LOL...

I wish everyday also can be as happy as today, and I only left 9 days to stay in office!!! YEAH~~~ ^^

1st of May

This is the first year that i cherish "Labour Day" SO MUCH~~~ hehez...

Finally the deadline for personal tax returns is over. Yesterday was the last day for submission. Actually yesterday quite free, but everyone was staring at their laptops to submit all the e-Forms BE. But it was so lagging, it didn't move AT ALL. So everyone just sat down there and did their own thing, such as listening to songs and watching dramas (I'm one of them) Hehez =p

And yesterday was the 1st day in April that we can go back home early. Recently feel really tired because everyday also OT-ing until 7something in the evening, latest was 9.50pm, OMG. No entertainment at all during April. Luckily now I can have my normal life, and my internship only left 2 weeks!!! YEAH~~~ Finally it's almost over...

My senior took 1 week leave on next week. The good thing is I don't have much work to do, only filing stuffs. Bad thing is, next Tuesday I need to pass up 3 tax computations to the manager. That means I need to deal with her directly, so scary... But I'l' try my best to do it. It's actually a good chance for me to learn something from the manager.

Next Monday is our department post filing lunch, hope the partner will treat we all a delicious lunch. Hehez...

OT-ing + Jogoya

Today woke up around 8am, coz i need revise for my resit paper, sob sob... Next sem onwards have to study seriously, really don't wish to take resit papers anymore... I want to straight pass all my papers!!! (HOPEFULLY...)

Yesterday went back office to OT again, boring... Somemore my senior told me that Monday need to stay until 10sth in the evening, coz we need to send all the tax comps and tax returns to client by Tuesday. BORINNNNNNNNNNG~~~~~ I want to RESTTTTTT... These 2 weeks didn't sleep properly, because of OT-ing... Haih... Tax agents' life is not as good as I thought, I think I started to feel regret to choose ACCA. I need to re-consider whether or not to do tax after i graduated. (look like I have a choice, =.=")

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I left office around 12.50pm, and I went window shopping while waiting for Pik Hun to pick me up. We will be going to Jogoya to eat late lunch.

We reached Jogoya at 2pm, there was a long queue, so crowded inside. Luckily there's still a table for us to sit. Yeah it was very crowded inside, most of the ppl came with their own family members, but all of us went there for gathering, somemore Siew Yen "bought" a buy 1 free 1 voucher from her so called-FRIEND. The voucher's price is RM30 per voucher. And we bought 3 vouchers. Actually, the vouchers are FOC. But her friend sold her RM30 per voucher, we were fooled by her friend. This kind of friend really s*cks.

But what to do? We have to pay also... Haih... The food yesterday was not nice, the only dishes I think is the best was haagon-dazs ice cream (nothing to do with Jogoya, they just bought it from haagon-dazs =.=")

The late lunch finished at 4.30pm. Then we straight away went back kepong. I requested not to join the girls for their activity as I felt extremely tired after OT, I really need to go back home and sleep.

After i slept for 2 hours, I felt good. Then I joined the girls for dinner. And we saw a watch which is very nice. I decided to buy it for my friend's 21st birthday present. We were chit chatting for almost 4 hours, but we didn't feel boring. Maybe because long time no see each other, all busy with working and studies. We left at 10.30pm to fetch our friends home.

Yesterday was a nice day to me, although I felt tired after OT. But I do feel happy to meet my friends yesterday. Hope to meet them again, I miss you guys so much!!! Hehez ^^

Mocha Ice Blended + PC Fair

Today i woke up 6am in the morning... And I slept around 3am in the morning... OMG... My face look so "panda" >.< forced to walk by the crowd. After we walked for 2hours, finally we bought some stuffs. But I've spent 200 today... OMG need to save money for my Bali's trip again... T.T

After that we decided to go back home at 5pm. The LRT was very fast. It took us about 25 minutes to reach KL Central station. However, the KTM to go back was super super SLOW~~~ We've been waiting the train for 1 hour... And can you imagine that how many ppl have been waiting for the train also? Haih...

When the train arrived at station KL Central, the train was quite full, but luckily me and my sister still can fit in, we've thought of being "sardin" for at least 40 minutes then we can reach home and get some rest since we felt very tired... When the train left KL Central, it was packed until no one can fits in. When it reached the next station - Kuala Lumpur, all the Indian guys simply walked in. They ignored those who wanted to get down at Kuala Lumpur. There were 2 Malay guys scolded them, asked them to be considerate for those who wants to get down. Then only they stopped walking in, waited until all the passengers got down only they came in.

After we being "sardin" for almost 1 hour, only we reached Kepong. And my sister kept on complaining about the crowd in PC Fair. This is the first time she went for PC Fair. She said she wouldn't go for PC Fair again, unless she really needs to buy something. (She says this everytime =.=")

Today is really tiring... Must get a good rest and start working tomorrow =)

"Favourite" Saturday

After i've got my "ONE DAY OFF" on Tuesday... My favourite Saturday is gone~~~~~

Yesterday when i was driving to go back home after work, my senior called me... She asked me to come in on Saturday to finish some tax returns... Haih, my weekend is gone... So regret to answer her call =.="

I reached office at 10.15am... I saw only few seniors came in, i was thinking that luckily not many ppl coming in today. Who knows? When i went out for lunch around 12.45pm, almost ALL of the seniors were here. I was like, OMG~~~ It seemed like normal weekdays, everyone is here to work... After that i overheard some seniors conversation, they said that last night some of them stayed till 12am to do e-filing, that's why today they came in to office in the afternoon.

I started to feel worry. After i graduated from my Adv Dip, I will have to do the same thing as them if I'm going to work. Really don't feel like working now... I prefer exams and assignments, working means i will have no more extra time for entertainment. My life will be working, eating and sleeping only... This kind of life is sucks!!!

Luckily, I received a call from my best friend. She's in town now and invited me to go for a movie at night. Thanks GOD... Finally I can do something else other than sitting in front of the laptop and doing tax computations.

We watched "Friday The 13th". After that we went yum cha. Long time didn't see her since she moved to Pahang. Miss her and the other 2 friends so much for our "STEAMBOAT" session. But too bad... One of my friend has gone to Melbourne for studies... sob sob

Hope I can have more entertainment on next week...

"One Day Off"

Finally I've got one day off, somemore is a paid leave, because I'm on MC leave... sob sob

Yesterday went to office, kept on coughing... And my voice has changed, my colleagues said I looked so SICK~~~ But now is peak period, what to do??? Haih...

Then my senior came in, talked to me for a while... Then she noticed that I'm sick... She asked me is that enough for me to take one day MC? Because now is peak period cannot take more than one day leave(so zadao...) Then I said can...

But the consequnce is i MIGHT have to come in this weekend to finish all the files... OMG, my favourite weekend might gone~~~

Pray hard not to come in during weekend, I want to enjoy my weekend...

Friday night

cute stuffs from Action City...

Last night received a call from "kah jie", asked me to go yum cha wif her... After tat i called another friend MK to join us, but she's only free around 10.30pm. "kah jie" suggested we go to OU 1st because she wanted to buy birthday present for her friend. Actually I didn't feel like going OU since everyday I will go there for working...(my office is next to OU)



Since "kah jie" seldom invite me to hang out with her then i agreed to go... We reached OU around 8.45pm... We stayed at CD shop for almost 40 minutes but she can't decide what to buy for her friend... Then we went to Action City and found some cute stuffs... Finally she decided to buy the present... Thank God... Hehez...



After that we went to meet MK... 3 of us talked for about 2 hours.... So happy to chat with them, because i feel very stress recently as the tax returns deadline is 30th April... STRESSFUL...



Hope my internship will be ended soon and I can't wait to go BALI with my friendsss...

Happy Four Seasons

Just now went to "Happy Four Seasons" yum cha wif my college friends....

Here are some photos that we've taken. We sat in the "Winter" season place, this place is quite nice, for those who live nearby Wangsa can go there and try it...

Saturday

Today is my favourite day --- Saturday. However, I woke up early in the morning... T.T
I woke up at 8sth and waited PH to fetch me to college to settle some admin stuffs.

After I reached home, my sis asked me to teach her some green belt grading syllabus. She needs to go for a junior-upgrading in the afternoon. So I taught her some hand movements, kickings, "tae-geouk" and one step sparring. Finally, we started light free sparring.

I've stopped training since last year sukma until now. Muscles all gone and became "fats"... LOL... After 1 round sparring with my sis, felt so tired. Haih... Cant deny that I'm getting old d,sob sob... Then I fetched my sis and her friends to SKTK to attend to grading.

Don't know why, I feel very tired recently... Maybe because of working, feel so stressful... After i came back home I slept for the whole afternoon, muahahahaha... I felt so happy because long time didn't sleep for so long d,hehe... However my direct senior hinted me. She told me that i might have to come office on weekends to do OT as the peak period is just around the corner.

I think it should not be a problem to me, as long as I can CLAIM. Otherwise, I rather sleep at home,haha...

But I do miss my college life so much... Hope internship will be ended soon...

Day 37 of my Internship

Yeah~~~
Finally it's FRIDAY!!!
Day 37 of my internship...

Today i worked happily, as today is Friday, tomorrow is my favourite weekend - Saturday...
Today lunch time went to Paandi's with Shanker, Shalinni and John. It was super crowded today, luckily we saw a table was leaving, so we faster walked to the table and sat down.

Today only i know that they serve different dishes on every Friday. I prefer today's dishes, it was very nice, especially the tomato curry, it's SUPER NICE!!! hehe...

John came here for the 1st time, he said he can see that why are we keep talking that we miss the "banana leaves" so much, LOL...

After we came back to office, have to start working again... However everyone seems so happy today because tomorrow is Saturday! No more works, photostates, scans and etc... We can enjoy our weekends!!! Sleep till afternoon, shopping, hanging put with friends... Can do whatever we want, hehe...

Hope tomorrow will be a nice Saturday ^^

Day 36 of my Internship

Today is the day 36 of my internship. Actually today i feel quite happy because i didn't make any huge mistakes. Except for some common mistakes, luckily my senior din scold me badly, hehe...

However today my colleague John told me something that scared me. I came back to office to work OT on last Monday, which is a Public Holiday. I am supposed to get special rate for my OT claim, but i was working for only 3 hours. John told me that they only will allow us claim OT for public holiday if we are working for 4 hours and above. Because there is a rule of "4 chargeable hours". Less than 4 hours is unable to claim OT.

After i heard it i was like OMG!!! I just claimed for 3 hours, if they don't allow my OT claim then i have sacrificed my holiday and petrol to work OT for "UNPAID OT"!!! After John told me,I went to tell my senior, she said that she didn't know there's such rule to claim OT. But she said should be no problem as the HR dept didn't call her to ask for my OT claim details.

Finally, before 5.30pm, my senior came and told me that I am able to claim my OT, and it will be calculated at some "special rate", i feel so happy to hear that, LOL...

Today i finished work "peacefully", hope tommorrow will be the same, hehe...

And I am counting how many days I left to finish my internship to kiss office goodbye, LOL...

Day 34 of my Internship

Today is the day 34 i'm suffering for my internship...

I'm a college student. This semester is my internship semester, and i've got offer from on of the big companies. I'm supposed to be very happy, but the working environment makes me feel uncomfortable...

I'm assigned to two seniors. One of the senior has her own assistant, and she never came to my place for 34 DAYS!!! Obviously, she didn't teach me anything. When i go and ask her for works, she will ask her assistant to assign me some tasks. But all the tasks that i do for them are just some simple filling and posting, i can't even apply my knowledge to do the works. They treat me like a CHEAP LABOUR, keep on assigning me those admin stuffs, such as photostating, scanning, faxing and etc. Really HATE THEM!!!

On the other hand, the other senior is very nice. She taught me a lot of thing which is useful for me in the future. Even my other VT friends also can see the difference between the two of them and hers. Haih... Why am i so unlucky?

Hope this internship will end soon. Cant stand it anymore!!!
Hope tommorrow is a better day for me~~~~~