最后一天

今天，一起床on facebook，就看到大家说：HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE / GOODBYE 2009, WELCOME 2010!!!

其实我也被大家快乐的气氛感染了，不过仅仅只是那一秒钟...

2009对我来说，不是一个吉利的数字... 在这一年，真的发生了很多很多事情... 多到我也无法一一诉说...

不过，人生就是这样，有好有坏。在2009这段时间，我曾经被这些事情打败过，但是，我也从中化悲愤为力量，自己学会爬起来...

所以，从此之后，我就明白了一个道理，人，真的是要靠自己的力量站起来，没有人能扶你一把。

请原谅我的“自私”-我真的不会把我的问题诉说给你们听，我是一个很差的诉说者...

请原谅我的“刺猬病”-当我心情苦闷却又无法将问题说出口，请不要一直追问我，因为，我的“刺猬”会伤害了你们...我想，“刺猬”是我的自我保护膜...

请原谅我的“白目”-我知道在我犯刺猬病的时候，我会说一些或做一些很白目的事情，如有任何得罪你们的地方，请原谅我，我真的不是有意的...

在此，本人以最真诚的歉意，来向所有被我的刺猬伤害到的朋友道歉...希望你们不要介怀... =)

31/12/2009，大多数人都会出去倒数，迎接新一年的到来...

以前，我也会很固执的想一定要出去，如果这一天在家是很没面子的...可是，我现在已经改变了我的想法，而且今年，我会在工作中度过，也许也是一个很特别的经验。

倒数或不倒数，不重要...

庆祝或不庆祝，不重要...

开心或不开心，不重要...

伤心或不伤心，不重要...

坚持或不坚持，不重要...

忘记或不忘记，不重要...

因为，日子还是每天要过...

 

倒数-意味着什么？只是说：10，9，8，7，6，5，4，3，2，1 ------> HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!　有多少人，又真的是“HAPPY”呢？

庆祝-只是大家要出去玩乐聚在一起的借口．．．

开心-嘴角的变化而已，开心的话就会往上扬．．．

伤心-也是嘴角的变化而已，伤心的话就会往下．．．

坚持-不是拥有梦想，就可以坚持，还要许多的元素来履行“坚持”

忘记-选择忘记，心就真的会忘记吗？

所以，这些都不重要，因为，日子还是照样的过．．．

Rescue Me

Rescue me please...
I'm LOST... Totally lost... I don't know what should I do... I also have no ideas why you want to treat me in this way???
Someone please come and rescue me... I hate the current situation, I want to CHANGE!!! 
AARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Who can rescue me? I want to out of this shit... =(
Perhaps... I only can get rid of all these shit things by drinking???

It's Over

WOOHOO~~~

Finally... ACCA is OVER!!! I can have my normal life back... Shopping, drinking, have fun... WOOHOO~~~

And the most important thing is I can sleep without worries...
I really have been suffering insomnia in these few weeks, and now I can sleep well to recover my energy, I need to recharge after ACCA exam...

But the sad thing is... I've wasted RM1200!!! My RM1200 has GONE~~~ Feel so SAD, RM1200 for a sweet dream, it's quite expensive huh? LOL...

Anyway, I'm glad that finally it's over... Although I've wasted RM1200 for it, but I must try to cheer myself up in these 4 days before the new semester starts!!!

Come on people, it's time for PARTTTAAAYYYY!!! WOOHOO~~~

Avoidance of Reality

ACCA has started yesterday, I'm taking 3 papers in this sitting. However, I decided not to go for today's paper ------- P2, Corporate Reporting. This paper is EXTREMELY CHALLENGING, and it's the TOUGHEST paper among the 3 papers... To be honest, I didn't prepare anything for this paper... I decided not to go just because of my avoidance of reality... I can't face the truth if I'm going today. And I can predict what I would do if I was there :

1. Staring at the Questions
2. Day dreaming for almost 30 minutes
3. Start to write some bull shits things which I couldn't understand and so do the examiners
4. Day dreaming for another 1 hour
5. Exam ends at 6.15pm and go back home

I rather choose to stay home studying, blogging instead of sitting in the exam hall and waste the 3 hours and 30 minutes...
Actually I don't have a choice but to do so, because I really didn't prepare for P2 AT ALL!!!

If I was at the exam hall, I will be like the little girl in the picture above...

Feel so HELPLESS, LONELY standing at the railway... Not sure about whether I have to walk forward or step backward...
Actually this is what I am experiencing now... Since I started my ACCA course... FEEL SO REGRETTTTTT to choose ACCA... *sigh*


Anyway, this is the reason why I choose to avoid the reality to go for P2 exam, because the outcome is still the same whether or not I was there -----> FAIL

Anyway, I would like to wish those who are going for P2 paper : ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF YOU!!!

Go and KICK IT's ASSSSS~~~~~ Revenge for us!!! GAMBATEH~~~~~

New Hair Cut, New Life, A Brand New Start

Just get my hair cut done this morning at Times Square, Hair Index Salon.

I'm satisfied with this hair cut, LOL... XD

Hope I can get a brand new life with this hair cut, no more insomnia and stress... =)

Lastly, ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF US WHO ARE TAKING ACCA NEXT WEEK!!!

Hobahn Korean Restaurant

Just came back from Hobahn Korean Restaurant which located at Desa Parkcity. I had dinner with my sis. She kept on asking me to bring her there because she likes Korean food. Since I'm free today and my mom didn't cook, so I decided to go there and try.

I've ordered 3 dishes, and 1 pot of Korea Green Tea.

Hobahn's food is not as delicious as Dao Rae which located at Metro Prima, Kepong. I would recommend my friends to try Dao Rae instead of Hobahn, although Hobahn has a very strategic location that can attract customers.

Tteokbokki (Spicy Rice Cake)

Mul Nengmyeon (Korean Style Cold Mee)

Dweji Bulgogi Dolsot Bibimbap (Pork Rice Set)

After we finished eating we also took photos of the commercial board which promotes Korean singers and bands.

Singers and Bands from Korea

Cute Wonder Girls with "Nobody" dancing posture and Cool Super Junior

Handsome Korean F4

The dinner costs me RM58.30... I feel that it's not worthwhile because I am not satisfied with the food quality. Quality should be aligned with the Price in order to attract customers.

Receipt

*p/s: I'm calculative because I'm studying ACCA! XD*

Stress = Alcohol

Yesterday morning 11 o'clok received a call from Kelvin, asked me to work from 7-11pm as yesterday was Selangor public holiday. I agreed since he already gave me whole week holiday to prepare for my exam. I only helped him once, it's fair enough. =)

And what he predicted was correct, the crowd started 7sth in the evening unil 10pm.

After I finished woking, Gabriel asked me wanna yum cha anot. I said let's go drinking without hesitate. And he answered me OK without hesitate too, LOL... I told him I am really stressing for ACCA, so yesterday I decided to let myself chill for a night, at least after drinking I can have a better sleep...

Then we invited Crystal and JJ to join us. After so many things that happened in cafe, we had comradeship with each other. Thus, whenever one of us feel upset about something, we will go out for a drink together, at least we can share our difficulties with each other, then can feel lesser pain after told them the problems...

We went to Babylon Cafe which is located at Metro Prima, Kepong.

Then we ordered 2 buckets of Tiger beer.

Unfortunately, we reached there about 1am and the cafe will be closed at 2.30am. We haven't finished our beer, and we haven't talked enough to release our stress. Then we decided to go Mamak to continue chit chating.

We've talked for about 2hrs and a half at Mamak, left at 5am, LOL...
Really appreciate that they kept me company all the night to listen to my grumble =p
So many things that had happened recently... Hope every thing is gonna be fine after ACCA exam...
Again, good luck to all of us who are taking ACCA next week, let's go and KICK ACCA's ASS!!! XD

Sleepless Night

It's 3.16 am right now... Again, tonight is another sleepless night for me...
I'm not suffering insomnia because of relationship problem (at least I don't have this problem at the moment)

I cant sleep, just because of --------> ACCA!!!

AARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!! Again!!! It's HAUNTING me since i started revision for it!!!

Do you have any ideas that how suffering is the person if he/she cant sleep???
I don't wish to have insomnia again... Please... Leave me alone!!!

I WANT TO SLEEEEPPPPPPPPPP~~~~~~~

Worse come to worst, I will need to have Bombay again, in order to sleep...

God bless all of us who are taking ACCA exam, please... Let us sleep without worries...

有意思的...

记住该记住的，
忘记该忘记的，

改变能改变的，

接受不能改变的。。。

上帝为我们创造双脚，

是要让我们靠自己的双脚走路。。

许多时候，

我们不是跌倒在自己的缺陷上，

而是跌倒在优势上，

因为缺陷常能给我们以提醒，

而优势却常常使我们忘乎所以。。

如果是鱼，

就不要迷恋天空；

如果是鸟，

就不要迷恋海洋。。

不是因为难以做到才失去信心，

而是因为失去了信心才难以做到。。。

聪明的人总是在努力适应这个世界，

愚笨的人总是在怨恨这个世界。。。

人生没有彩排，

每天都是现场直播。。

珍惜在舞台上的每一分每一秒，

你的人生是发光发热，还是遗臭万年，

就在于你在现场直播时的临场反应了...

I saw this article from my sis's friend's blog, I found it's meaningful, so I'm sharing with all of you here... =)

*p/s: I added the last paragraph myself, LOL...*

The War Begins...

Finally, it's getting nearer and nearer... It can't be avoided, it only can be "accepted"...
The war begins...
It wil be started on next Monday ------ ACCA!!!

These 4 words used to be my dream, my aim, and my goal... But now, it's my NIGHTMARE !!! 

I've been suffering insomnia and stress just because of ACCA exams... AARRRGGGGHHHHH...

I'm wondering whether or not I can pass 2 out of 3 papers but I do will try my very very best to FIGHT ACCA!!!

To all my Ji Muis and those who are taking ACCA exam on next week, ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF US!!!