Monday, 28 February 2011

Live, Laugh, Love



Feel glad that I made the RIGHT choice last year...

It's time to concentrate on my career now...

And also the annoying 4 capital letters - A C C A

Forget about the past, focus on what should I do now...


I can choose to look forward, instead of looking back...

Whatever happened in the past is a HISTORY...

We can't change history, but we can create a BETTER history for ourselves!!!

I believe, I can walk confidently under the sunset...

I won't be afraid of the sunshine anymore...

I used to live in the darkness one year plus ago...

And now, it's the time for me to have a GOOD LIFE!!!

My destinies, my chances and my choices are all inside my hands...

I would like to use my hands to create a BETTER tomorrow for myself...

I live for my own, not others...

So, why not make a choice that will makes me feel happy?

Why not live the way that makes me feel comfortable?

No one can decides what I should and what I shouldn't do...

I am who I am, I LIVE my life, I LAUGH, and I LOVE 

LIVE - like there's no tomorrow

LAUGH - like I did when I was little

LOVE - love myself before I started to love and being loved by others

=)

I Live, I Laugh, and I Love... 




p/s: started to feel the good force now, I just need to be patient and wait for the best time to come!!!



Friday, 25 February 2011

O M G

OH MY F*CKING GOD...

I'M GOING TO SUFFER AGAIN AND AGAIN...

HOPELESS...

HELPLESS...

DEAR GOD, CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE ME A PEACEFUL LIFE???

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THESE SHITS!!!

AARRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!!!!!!!


Thursday, 24 February 2011

THE FACT

SHUT UP!!!


FUCK OFF!!! oOo


HOW I WISH "YOU" COULD DISAPPEAR IN "MY" LIFE???

OR THE OTHER WAY ROUND, THERE'S NO "ME" IN "YOUR" LIFE!!!

IN THAT CASE, THERE WILL BE 
P-E-A-C-E!!!

I WON'T GIVE A DAMN FROM NOW ON!!!

YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO DISTURB ME!!!

SOONER OR LATER I WILL DISAPPEAR IN "YOUR" LIFE!!!

BE PREPARED FOR THE DAY TO COME!!!

"YOU" REALLY PISSED ME OFF!!!

"YOU" BETTER LEARN TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I WONT STAY WITH "YOU" FOREVER!!!

"YOU" WILL BE
A-L-O-N-E
IN THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IF YOU CARRY ON SUCH ATTITUDES!!!

BEWARE OF IT!!!

I HAVE WARNED "YOU"!!!



困獸鬥



最近真的愛上了用華語寫日誌來抒發情緒...

而且,還愛用繁體字呢,呵...

下個星期就是三月了...

此時心情非常複雜...

既開心,又擔心...

開心的是也許我能得到一些我夢寐以求的東西...

然而,這些都是必須付出代價的...

天底下,是沒有免費的午餐的... =(

我擔心的是,即將邁入三月的週末...

肯定又會被某人窮追問,某人不到黃河心不死...

很有恆心的持續來問我,卻不見某人很有恆心的去做那些該做的事情...

某人還真是可悲...


現在的家,真的是好像困獸鬥...

困在裏面,別人進不來,我們也出不去...

最慘的是,還要自相殘殺,好像適者才能生存似地...

這是什麽情況啊?

讓人抓狂的情況啊~

也許我不適合困獸鬥,因為我愛和平... =p

我相信,總有一天,我會離開那困獸鬥,出去尋找適合我生存的方式...

而不是,再繼續的跟著某某人的生存模式...


好想去旅行...

一個人出去,遠離煩惱、遠離困獸鬥...

放鬆心情,好好休息...

一路上捕捉以及攝影有意義的人、事、物...

開拓自己的視野...

讓我有更好的體力與精神來準備打仗...

因為,與猛獸的戰爭,將會是一場考驗耐力的長時間作戰...

祝我成功!

=)


Wednesday, 23 February 2011

Nikon D-3100 ♥

OMG...

I'm so in love with Nikon D-3100!!!



I will get you home REAL SOON!!! =D


Tuesday, 22 February 2011

不說,不聽,不看

這幾天,學習了新的生活模式...

開心上班,鬱悶下班...


選擇性回答,不想聽不想答的,就忽略掉...

覺得還可以接受的,就聽就答...

選擇性看見,看不過眼的就把眼睛閉起來...

我不聞也不問...

這就是現在最適合我的生活模式...

減少摩擦,減少無謂的爭吵...

省下口水不回答無聊、無謂、無趣、沒腦的問題...

閉上眼睛好好休息不看不公、不滿、不爽、不屑的動作...

戴上耳機不聽煩人、惱人、罵人、傷人的話語...

如果每個人都能做到以上幾點,這世界就更加太平啦!!!

p/s: 此篇純粹是心理不平衡的發洩,如有造成滋擾,敬請原諒。

Monday, 21 February 2011

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無聊

很無聊的一篇...

在我很無聊的心情之下,寫出這麼一篇無聊的日誌...


原本生活就很枯燥乏味的我,現在進階去了一個《無聊透頂、發霉發酵》的地步...

家裡不能上網了...

每天只能在辦公室上網、玩game...

回到家裡,對著煩人的TA們,心情簡直是《無聊+難受+艱辛》的綜合體...

原本不大願意起早八早爬起身上班的我,最近被訓練成自動彈起身準備上班去...

上班的心情 - 愉悅 

下班的心情 - 無聊、煩悶、難過

很諷刺吧?

現在的我是上班一條龍、下班一條蟲...

慢條斯理的駕著四輪,慢慢的滾回家...

說起我的四輪,命運和我一樣坎坷...

過年期間,在我爸“極為小心”的駕駛技術下,被撞到屁股了...

上星期六,爸把四輪拿去修好後,緊接著又被撞傷了左腳...

可憐的四輪...

最冤枉的是,每當我駕著四輪時,別人還以為我真的那麼不小心,把四輪撞得遍體鱗傷...

=.=|||||

除了歎氣,我還能做什麽?我還能說什麼?

* 唉~ *

p/s: 真的是夠力無聊的一篇... =.=|||||




Thursday, 17 February 2011

有一些眼淚 (轉載)




我的小說大部分是悲劇結局,無數讀者問過我同一個問題:「你是不是更喜歡悲劇?」這個問題,我也回答過無數次了,是的,我喜歡悲劇。悲劇在我心中就是有一種美。可我為什麼推崇悲劇?為什麼總是不能自已地偏愛遺憾的結局?有時候,我詞窮了。最近讀楊照的《永遠的少年》,我終於找到答案。

楊照在書中說:「為什麼悲劇的位階比喜劇高?因為喜劇是現實的東西,你在喜劇中能得到的,只是一些現實的混亂。而希臘悲劇意味的是,當你面對已知的、比你強大的命運,你還是要去對抗它.......最純粹的感情,來自於哀愁。唯有能夠描寫哀愁,捕捉哀愁,我們才能了解人間之美。」

這個誠然是最好的答案。我並不希望自己長得像一部悲劇,也不希望我的人生是一齣不曾落幕的悲劇,然而,假使命運如此,我也只能承認這是凡俗生命無法超越的限制。

有一種美,一直吸引著我;有一份哀愁,一直打動著我。我掉過的眼淚,其中一些的確毫無意義,但是,有一些眼淚,終歸清明了我的眼睛,而這些眼淚,大部分是痛苦的眼淚。


本文轉載自《張小嫻》facebook page,大家多多支持她噢!
http://www.facebook.com/iamamycheung

因為她的文章都很有意思...也許現在正是需要這樣子的文章,來慰藉我們寂寞的大都市... =)

我最愛的一句:
有一種美,一直吸引著我;有一份哀愁,一直打動著我。我掉過的眼淚,其中一些的確毫無意義,但是,有一些眼淚,終歸清明了我的眼睛,而這些眼淚,大部分是痛苦的眼淚。


Wednesday, 16 February 2011

一樣

還是一樣...

過年前與過年後,還是一樣...

日子照過,工作照做...

每天都是重複著一摸一樣的生活模式...


是誰說:雨後一定有彩虹?希望在明天?

這些話,上網google就有了...

有多激勵人心,就有多激勵人心...

然而,當然是說比做的容易...

有誰是真的能拋開一切煩惱,努力活在當下的?

請您告訴我,該怎麼做到?

知道嗎?

人最最最可悲的,不是傷心、難過或失望...

而是,在經歷過“痛不欲生”之後,進階去了一個“心如止水”的階段...

當你感覺到“心如止水”后,你會發現,原來所有事情都有它的定律與因由,不由得我們去想和控制。我們只能任其擺佈,就像扯線玩偶,只能被人操控,只能反映,而不能主導...

玩偶是沒有靈魂,沒有生命力,沒有意識的...

因為玩偶不再感受到生命力,也不再感受到任何情緒...

喜,怒,哀,樂,都不屬於玩偶...

玩偶被玩膩了,就會被拋棄...

玩偶,只能感受到“痛”...

被縫在手腳的線扯痛...

可是擺脫不了,因為越掙扎會越痛!

也許,真的只有“心如止水”,才能逃脫所感受到的不愉快...

當你心如止水,就麻木了,不再痛苦、難過、失望,但也不再快樂...

操控玩偶真的很爽...

要它走就走,做就做...

甚至,你要大力甩它、丟它、打它來發洩都無所謂...

你要拋棄它,也沒關係...

因為你不會感受到,也不會看到玩偶的痛...

但你千萬別在夜深人靜時去窺探它...

因為,玩偶會在夜深人靜時掉下那不願被看見的眼淚...

也許老人家所說的,在夜晚是別玩玩偶,因為你可能會看見玩偶的鬼魂...

其實應該不是鬼魂,那只是它們無聲的哭泣與眼淚...




Tuesday, 1 February 2011

2011 Resolutions




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