Tuesday, 2 March 2010

Back To Normal

Everything is back to normal now... And I've started working again... *sigh*

Although I've said that I need to turn on my STUDY MODE, I haven't touched my Zubino's assignment yet... How LAZY I am... T_____T

Actually I'm not lazy to do it, but I just couldn't find my mood to do it... I'm struggling my assignment and revision now... It's a little too late for me to start revision now actually, because I definitely have not enough time to study all~~!!! *sigh* again...

No one can help me, except ME - MYSELF... My MIND is the only solution to solve this problem... Once I've set up my mind, I can get myself fully prepared to fight in the WAR...

But now... Haih... I just don't have the mood...

Which way can lead me to my career???

Tonight is going to be another sleepless night for me... I'm having 8am class later... T_____T

Monday, 1 March 2010

抽烟的女人


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爱是一种伤害,但女人们却在伤害中寻找快乐。烟也是一种伤害,但同时,烟又让女人忘记了伤害。如果说,不吸烟的女人是一抹胭脂红,那么吸的女人就是一朵曼陀罗。烟渐渐飘散,飘不散的是风情和幻想。
l @;K5@.I l j一支烟。对于女人来说,究竟意味着什么?或许是情欲的颠峰,或许是分手的凄恻。没有伤害的爱是不完整的。
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长长的,细细的,烟在清滢动人的纤指之间燃烧如同那深蓝色的指甲,有一点深邃,有一点慵懒,有一点妩媚,有一点温婉,还有一点迷情。 HDzone4W-l `(x B4d;D:?一支烟,更象是一种别离。 D6B4e [ ^ _坐在暗橙色的咖啡馆里,散发着恬淡的芬芳,所有的阳光都围绕在身旁。
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因为,那时并不理解什么是老,以为那是一种至深的浪漫。 )[,Y4K t Z F y!k现在,当岁月无情地在脸上刻下伤痕的时候,才发现苍老是一个多么可怕的魔鬼。
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*copied from a forum*

Goodbye CNY

TIME FLIES~~~

CNY was just OVER yesterday... Everything has to back to normal, holiday mode has to be turned off, STUDY MODE has to be turned ON NOW~

However, I do feel happy during this year CNY, although I felt that it's a too short holiday... XP

1st day of CNY

Although it was fall on Valentine's Day, I didn't hang out with boyfriend simply because I don't have one now XP But I do had a date with my relatives at my uncle's house... It was just a small reunion with them, nothing special on 1st day... I prefer 2nd day, LOL...

2nd/3rd/4th day of CNY

Woke up early in the morning around 5sth to go back my mom's hometown - Perak.
7sth in the morning @ Perak

We reached home around 8sth, waited for my uncles and aunts to wake up and they made us breakfast, yummy~ Hehez...

Some relatives came to our house in the afternoon, "Adults" were chatting with each other on their own, "Kids" like ME (muahahhaha XD) were watching drama by using my laptop with smaller "Kids" - my cousins... (I'm the eldest =.=")

my uncle was playing with my cousins

dinner

 
this is my FAVOURITE - fried chicken with salty eggs, it's YUMMY~ =D

3rd day was still the same, actually nothing can be done there, we were just eating, chatting and sleeping, LOL...

4th day - at first we planned to go Cameron Highlands with my aunt's family. However, my uncle felt very tired, he can't drive to Cameron and his wife cant drive too, so we have to cancel our Cameron trip this year, sob sob... Before we go back KL we went to a temple at Kampar.



Many students will go to this temple to pray for good results, it's a God of Study. I did prayed. Hope the God bless me pass my internal and external papers in order for me to graduate successfully...

6th day of CNY
Went to CW and CL's houses to "Bai Nian", hehez... We stayed in CW house within 15mins then we went to CL hse...

CL's mom prepared many food for us, so we bought "Yu Shang" to her house.

Yu Shang

huat ah~ huat ah~

After finished eating we started Alicia's favourite activity - GAMBLING. Alicia won all of my $$ that day, sob sob... T_____T

 

  
see... she's couting all the $$ she won

  
with CL's mother =D
We stopped gambling around 5sth in the evening as we need to go to Jalan Ipoh for dinner at her mom's friend open house. All of us felt shy because we don't know the host, we only know CL's family. But the host and his wife was really really nice and friendly... =)

We left his house around 8.30pm to go back PH's house and continue our activity, LOL... We played till 5sth in the morning the next day, muahahahaha... But some of them already left PH's house at 11.30pm...

8th day of CNY

Today is the BIG DAY for Hokkian, which is "Bai Ti Gong".

I went to play badminton with MK and Chan SY early in the morning. Then MK said she wanted to come my house tonight, I asked her to contact others to come my house for gambling. 

My sis's bf is coming also. He was the 1st who came, he came around 7sth in the evening. Then we started to play BlackJack, 2 of them won my $$~ sob sob...

After that, MK, HW, JY and some of my tkd friends reached my house around 8.45pm. Without wasting anytime, we started gambling, LOL... I was very lucky that night, I won their $$. At least the amount of $$ that I've won can cover my lost to Alicia, LOL...
They left my house around 11.30pm. Then I started to help my mom prepared to "Bai Ti Gong".


 
 

  
Sky Lantern

 
Hope the God receives our wishes...

 
Fireworks time~ =D

 
fireworks is nice but it scares my dog...

13th day of CNY

We went to PH house again because we haven't got her mom's ang pao, LOL... Last time we went there her mom wasn't around... And as usual, we started to play "3 ka" mahjong, some of them playing "Nami".

We went to eat steamboat around 8.30pm... After that we went to Geno's house. It was the 1st time I go to his house. His mom is friendly and nice... =) 

14th day of CNY

Went to Sg Wang with mom and sis... Then slept for 2hours after came back from shopping, muahahahha XD

PH texted me at 10pm, asked me to go her house play mahjong because she and her sis very bored at home, since I'm bored also I said YES. Hehez...

We played till 2am, PH and PC fetched me home. These few days my mind is full of these words - “中”,“发”,“东”,“南”,“西”,“北”

I hope I didn't get addicted to mahjong, because after CNY I have a WAR... Which is my assignment, presentation, internal exam, and ACCA exam. AARRRRGGGGHHHHH~!!! I can feel the stress now... T_____T

15th day of CNY

Today is the last day of CNY... I feel sad because my holiday is GONEEEE~ And I have to face the fact that I have to turn on my study mood now... T____T

My last wish for CNY - Pass all the exam, I'm not greedy. I hope I can pass only, just give me 50%... =p And to all my friends, pass all the papers!!! We can do it!!! =D

- That's all for my CNY holiday -

Tuesday, 23 February 2010

我是谁我是谁我是谁 - Magic Power



作詞:廷廷 (Magic Power)
作曲:廷廷 (Magic Power)
編曲:Jae Chong

我是谁 你是否常常这样问自己 

我是谁 总是活在別人的期望里
我是谁 是谁又擅自自幫你定义了
你是谁 只有不是自己才安全


  为什么 你以為這個世界很美丽 

 为什么 你爱这个世界勝過爱自己
为什么 这个世界不给你平等待遇
为什么
到底做錯了什么

朋友都說你太 太 太奇怪
在背后把你当成笑 笑 笑话看
每一個动作都被瞎猜
他們說你是个不能容忍的存在

你想要的很 很 很简单
不过就是最普通的 的 的平凡
城市做自己有時候很难
但是请你勇敢的试一次看看

无论他們又说什么 

闲言闲语无法伤害我
世界上只有一個我 

沒人能代替的我  
无论他們又做什 
小动作无法打败我
我知道自己是最美丽的
The most beautiful


会不会 上帝把你的灵魂放错了身体
会不会 是故意整你不是不小心
会不会 你常常都觉得力不從心
会不会 坚持要做自己太危險

凭什么 难道比较特別就是不对
凭什么 先下了注解在认识之前
凭什么 只不过想认真的活一遍
凭什么 随便就把人定罪

我是谁 这个问题困扰你多少天多少夜
我是谁 谁有资格決定你怎样才是对
我是谁 我是谁我是谁
我就是我你就是你
认真做自己的人最美丽 




我是谁 你是否常常这样问自己 -
 我是谁 总是活在別人的期望里 -
我是谁 是谁又擅自自幫你定义了 - 不知道...
你是谁 只有不是自己才安全 - 只有不是自己才最安全开心!


 我就是我 I AM WHO I AM
 不要理会别人对我的期望
认真做我自己

 世界上只有一個我,沒人能代替的我 ♥

Thursday, 11 February 2010

亲人



亲人 - 丁当

别打开 礼物的缎带
最初充满期待 最后都腐败
别打开 午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄


而爱 并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱 让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂


不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人

不是谁的情人 谁的某某某


就算我 全身湿透透
我也不再被谁 牵着鼻子走
如果我 还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走

而爱 并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱 连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲


不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄


“下一站,幸福” is AWESOME!!! ^^ 

“下一站,幸福”不只讲述了男女主角坚定却又带含蓄的愛情,
更进一步延伸到亲情。
不只是主角一家浓厚而坚定的愛,
剧中男女二角的家中的亲情也是让整部戏剧更加浓情的关键;
花拓也守护母亲与妹妹的勇氣,
何董事長身為父亲所給女儿的疼惜与呵护,
都是相当难能可贵的亲情呈现。
与其说浪漫,我倒认為整部戏之所以能夠引起如此广大的回响,
是因為它深深涵盖着“家”的温暖意境。
很久沒有感动過了嗎?试试欣赏这部用心制作的戏剧吧!
 
*copied from the producer of this MV*

Monday, 8 February 2010

House Cleaning before CNY

I'm a LAZY BUM. Yeah I admit it because I seldom clean up my place... My room, my desk, all done by my sister... LOL

However, my dear sister scolded me few days ago... She asked me to clean up my messy desk because my textbooks and notes were in a MESSSSS...

I'll show you all the photos before and after.

p/s: Please be informed that you are advised to have meal before look at all these photos.

Hehez...

BEFORE






 


I've bought 2 boxes from OU to arrange all my textbooks and notes properly...
Here are the 2 boxes:





  

AFTER

 


  


  







First of all, thanks to my sister. If she didn't scold me, I will never take the first step to clean up the mess. THANKS SIS!!!

And I have rearranged all the cute stuffs that my dearest friends gave me... =D





 

I feel satisfied after cleaned up all the mess.

Lastly, I wish all of my friends an early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Hope all of us let go of all the unhappy stuffs, and welcome the year of Tiger with new hopes... CHEERS!!! =D


Tuesday, 2 February 2010

MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!

AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALTHOUGH PEOPLE KEEP ON SAYING MONEY IS NOT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN OUR LIFE, BUT MONEY IS EVERYTHING TO ME!!!

I CANT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT MONEY! CANT BUY FOOD, DRINKS, CLOTHES, ALL THE THINGS THAT I NEEDED TO LIVE IN EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE!!!

ESPECIALLY BEFORE CNY, WITHOUT MONEY IS SUCH A DISASTER IN LIFE!!!

I WISH I OWN A TREE THAT GROWS WITH $$~


MAY GOD BLESS ME... =(

WISH TO GET SALARY ASAP!!!